Dream of mine ...any ideas

2004 spring Dream

This dream has had me puzzled....

I'm on a ledge of big building, walking.  The  ledge's width is broad enough for me to safely face forward.  I can smell the grass, trees and flowers surrounding the building I am walking around.   It is so beautiful and I enjoy ALL the wonderful nature greeting me.   The butterflies and dragonflies are following me.  The bees buzz around me, they're happy, and I KNOW this, it is their singing.   

I look over the ledge and see the dew on the grass below, for the ledge is about 4 feet from the ground.  But I stay on the ledge walking and watching the sunrise. I come upon the tree nearest the building,  a little brown snake slithers onto my path on ledge.  It is blocking my way, I look to the tree for a branch to jump to, but instead, I see the large white and yellow snake.  It is a giant compared to the little snake, but I know it is a she...

It is sitting on the closest branches, the ones I need to escape the other snake. 

I look at both snakes and am frightened, 

for the first time in my dream..

Then I wake.....

The time has come

The time has come for Native People to CHANGE things for OUR future generations.  Only WE can do it, TOGETHER, for OUR children, and to OUR ANCESTORS, OUR PAST.  For they did not die for NOTHING.  

Do not walk blindly into complacency, racism still affects us now, pitting us against each other in a competition called "good business".  

My Goal was...

I wanted to make things better, help educate, show that math is easy, reading is fun and writing  can be a great escape when needed.  I wanted to do so much to show what I seen and learned.  But something along the way went askew.  Not my dream, not my desire, but something was slowly killing the glow that existed in the people. 

 I have been going about this all wrong.  I wanted to work for the people, and I believed I was at first.  I thought working from within was the best way to make changes.  Oh how I was wrong!   I was working for the TRIBE, not my people, and that was not my dream, my goal and hearts desire.  

After much thought,  I see

I learned, and I am here now to work from the OUTSIDE, for my people to make sure the RIGHT CHANGES are implemented!

  CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW Tulalip B.O.D.?

Charlene A James

T0447

To cut or not to cut....

As I turned 50 I look at my pictures, mostly not recognizing the face in the mirror any longer. I am trying to reconnect to my inner self.
The face staring back has been around, marked and scarred from the battles of life. No one is to blame but myself, for I made those decisions to put myself in such situations. Of course I cannot bite my own face,if I could I'd be fucking rich. But that A$$ is gone, almost all the way gone which no doubt will be soon. Any fucking male who bites is crazy and isn't a man at all.
But that is for another time, I'll throw a party and let ya know!
To cut or not to cut?
I think I will continue to grow into my scarred face and love myself..for now

Lucy, I'm Home!

Hello
Yes it has been a few since I have posted. But I have been having way too much fun doing videos of all my #Rezkidz on Video Star, SocialCam and other apps, for editing. I have hundreds of videos now.
An I avoiding, nope more like distracting my mind from all the Bull $hit that has gone on. Do I care? Yes but it helps me laugh. The RezKidz are great. Posing for pictures , videos and such. Keeping me laughing. Thanks you kids are getting me through this $4it.Big wet mooches to all! Lol
There's more to the story, but I'm happy now, don't wanna buzz kill.
So until next post peace,love & enjoy life!
Coysdock

Behind the paddles

Truth behind the paddles, the people, real views and the corruption.

TOOT TOOT, TOOT!!!

Hear that? It is someone tooting their own horn? Do you know anyone like that?
I am sure you do, we all know someone that likes to talk about themselves. Now do not get me wrong, to be proud is a good thing. Everyone needs to be proud.
But there is no I in team.
I have seen the pictures with the A and the I is in the letter A. "Look I found the I in team!" Cute, bet you have never been a team player at anything. Those who have played team sports know how to play together, know the importance of working together and know how to treat their team mates with respect.
Equally important is chosing team mates.
Would you expect to see a debate coach choosing the football players?
(Do not scoff at the debate team, it is made up of the smartest and quick witted people, who can chew and spit you out before you even counter argue, hands down)
The answer is NO, they would not let someone with LITTLE TO NO KNOWLEDGE of the TEAM, make MAJOR decisions that would affect the team as a whole. Do you understand what I am getting at? If not check out my blogs or facebook, I will be honest with you!

Don't believe the hype!

Charlene A. James T0447